A wet rainy cold (and getting colder) Thursday. No work tomorrow as the complex is closed due to deteriorating weather.
So here I go:
Life hasn't been good lately. I've been depressed since before Thanksgiving. Don't know why, but I'm trying to find out. Chris' dad passed quietly into God's hands on 12/31/2010, so New Year's wasn't all that good. Haven't seen friends in forever, but we did go to Sherrie & David's one Saturday afternoon, even took Max. He loved running around in their back 40.
Work is becoming like a bad dream. I feel like I'm just spinning my wheels. Things that used to be easily approved are now like pulling teeth on a cat. Then to top things off, a co-worker doesn't like hearing about personal info, so she feels she has to inform management that I'm sharing too much "personal" info. She also seems to have a "napoleon" complex-- she has no real "power" but wants everyone in the office to make her life easier-- I don't like being supervised by someone who doesn't hold at least the minimum licenses.
I know quit whining.. at least I have a job.
There is someone who used to work at my company who has managed to mishandle an account but told the client she was "new" to that company-- she's been there over 3 months-- I don't consider that new. She acts innocent when confronted with her own mistakes and feigns ignorance-- but she worked at our company over 25 years; she knows the rules & the procedures that our industry operates under but yet she states that she is new~~~ and according to 2 people who are in a position to know, she "lobbied" against my joining her firm. I hope to see her this weekend so I can tell her what a snake she is & that she isn't a "good" person-- that I have seen & felt her animosity & vindictiveness. And that she will reap what she sows. What comes around, goes around.
I'm hoping my letting my frustration & anger out on this blog will help my attitude. I am seeing my therapist again, if nothing else, to release some of this "crap" from my head.
Thursday, February 3, 2011
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